it really is over…
It was on a morning… I wore my black lacey dress and my red stilettos. From my bachelor rented apartment, I found myself parked outside the High Court. My Attorney waived at me, I walked to him, he led the way. All I could see was benches, old wooden benches. We walked until Court C, where the hearing would be held.
Explaining how I felt makes me want to break down again. It pierces deep in my heart and leaves me wondering if really that is the life designed for me.
I remember how numbi was, how I felt defeated by life. I was shaken by the thought of loneliness and losing what used to be a part of me.
We were directed to the waiting area, a garden outside the court. It had benches.
There we were sitting outside – him sitting across me outside waiting garden area… I was startled by how and where it all led to. A once happy couple is now headed towards what one may call peace and the other a seriously dark hollow.
The 5 years of marriage, the beautiful garden we used for our wedding – The wedding that became the village’s great talk. The wedding that was witnessed by so many people is now turning into shackles. You feel like people can see your sorrow and the heaviness of your heart. But what do you have to do? Get strong for the sake of your mental state?
It’s just me and him here… No one is here to witness us parting – I guess only the grass, the wind and the outdoors are our witnesses now. Anyway, they witness our union, maybe they should witness this parting. My heart is really heavy and dark. This is my story and it shall continue. One needs to tell it